Blog no. #322 sinking into a low again. can jus feel it. no particular incident or thing. but it jus happens. slc flv vbash openhouse breakers charity concert ntu smu nus talent quest exco meetings pru profile marketing programmes studiesfamily time hall clique touch rugby frens gess buddies time time time i need time will we do well? will pru ppl become closer? will my frens think i'm jus trying to siam touch rug training? will my buddies think i'm distancing from them? i hope not... will my plans be fulfilled? will my grades suffer? will my seniors help me? will my fellow ppl stand by me all the way? will things work out for me between me n her?am i grooming a group of 1 year wonders, or will i cultivate a group of yr 2 core seniors, or will this turn out to be neither of the above? am i jus complicating my own life? am i jus making my own choices n equations harder and tougher to look at? am i getting into another low phase? am i? am i?? am i??? why do i keep getting these bouts of low-ness? why do i stress myself? why is my hand trembling from time to time? why? why?? why??? i need to find myself back again i need to recover i need time. time is a luxury tt i can't hv. i'll be back. ghimz will be back. -ghimz out.
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its jus so hard to like some one, is it? or is it jus me that i jus hv to fall for her? would things hv been diff if we're all in diff circumstances? its a difficult journey, but i've walked this road for so long, why turn back? why drop out? no i shall persist. i dun hv much hope, only a fool's hope. -ghimz out.
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