jus came back from rag comm qing gong yan.
there is only 1 word i can use to describe my rag comm.
fun-ta-bulous
didn't knew how much i missed my rag comm ppl until today when we finally had a great chance to sit down, chat, eat, crap, basically jus enjoying the pure company of each other, with no work in mind or agenda or deadlines to meet for some rag thingy.
looking at jocelyn socialising so actively, trying to serve the mushrooms, (only for it to fall onto the table) and khin trying desperately to avoid being smashed by either sea weed or wadever gooey stuff that liang han or hong keat gets their hands on, and looking at everybody jus having a wonderful time, it occured to me:
rag is really a strong bond.
the bond that came about from those few months n weeks of planning, and the final 2 weeks, it really showed here. min yee, shuying, tze, khin, jocelyn, shawn, andy, liang han, hong keat and dias looking ever so comfortable wif each other, think i'm really happy that this comm has came together so well, dispelling all of my initial fears tt i can't bond these ppl.
These ppl bond each other easily without any help =)
looking at the card that they gave me jus now, the words all meant alot to me. even if its jus a single liner, or alot of pictures of animals and a zoo... it all touched me and made me all warm and fuzzy inside... although i really dun needa celeb my bday or anything, it really moved me when i see them bringing the cake suddenly and jus breaking into yet another rendition of the "happy birthday" song...
i could hv freezed time and wished for it to stay at that time for as long as possible.
at least i held back any outburst of emotions =)
i can't help but keep saying, these ppl are really a great bunch of peeps to be with, i can't put it in any way better than pictures, so i'll be posting pics up soon....
all in all...
i really loved my rag comm ppl...
wadever you do, do it wif passion, do it wif hope, do it with zest.
unofficially, i've closed Rag Comm 2006 (cos me not PD.. hehe... :P)
-ghimz out. out wif a smile
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i think
i am ready.
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...i wonder who will remember
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had a very bad sleep yesterday nite.
i dunno why, but kept thinking about PRU...
very worrying...
i've told my frens before, i need to hv my frens to support me and be with me wadever i do, be it being rag, being projs or whatnots...
frens helped me out for all the stuff PRU did last sem...
frens kept me sane n pulled me thru Rag 2006...
am i taking my frens for granted? i hope not.
because for the first time since university, i'm really afraid.
sighz...
i'm not sure if i should go one step further in PRU...
i'm not one that goes into a situation half cocked and not confident of my actions. i was clear about wad i wanted for Rag, and i set out to do it.
But PRU, i can't figure out why, but i've a bad omen about going one step further...
i'm not sure about the support i'll hv among my peers...
sighs...
who will be my PDs...
who will stick wif me for 1 more year?
who?
should i take it up? but who will be there with me?
sighz...
am i taking my frens for granted?
-ghimz out.
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*in love wif chocolate creame oreos*
its been like 1 yr plus since i last ate oreos... jus can't believe i've been missing out on this good shit for so long..
k pardon my language, but its really GOOD sh*t.
it's been a very slow weekend, compared to the hectic and mad rush 1 month ago, things are really toned down.
i wonder if i'll ever get used to this slower life without rushing admin docs, brainstorming and deconflicting rag day stuff. guess i've no choice but to try.its been only 3 weeks since rag day ended... but 12th august seemed so distant already.
...those days of working in the unearthly hours of 4am n 5am at nussu sect, reading, re-reading and re-re-reading pieces of synopsis to try to ensure not 2 synopsis are the SAME.
...rushing to and fro the stadium to check out rag day plans, to imagine how rag day would be like, to lay canvas wif my reliable comm members.
...praying to all kinda gods for good weather throughout rag week, and cursing and swearing at the heavens for giving me 3 days of solid downpours.
...the late nite dinner (at 1am~!! sorry loggies :P), going to bukit timah, adam road for good supper/dinner, KFC on mounting nite, the tau huay trip that nv materialised.
i can't help but thank whoever's up there manipulating or directing my fate. i've learnt alot from rag and from my frens, although my old temper's coming back, at least i've frens that can tolerate it and time and again remind me to curb it.
"ghim" will not be a nasty word again, this i'll try to do :)
think i've lost track of wad i wanted to blog about, ended up talking abt rag day again...
anyway i guess wif the passing of a yr, there will be ppl tt will go to the edges of our social circle as more ppl come in and leave.
to all my frens: you are very cherished and very appreciated by me. i cannot help but thank for your existence in my life, u could hv choose not to share your experiences n life wif me, but you did.
hmmm this is getting blardy cheesy... wadever happened to my original blogging intentions?
hope.
"hope i dun give you false hopes"i nv had much hopes, only a fool's hopehope gives me a sense of purpose in life.
hope.
i hope all those loved by me will always happy.
Simple Realisation:
enjoy wadever you do =)
-ghimz back to being a normal stressed up NUS chao mugger...
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