1.20am 31 hours away from 1st paper for sem. 13 days away from certain liberation 16 days away from finally leaving RH......... its gonna be really sad parting ways with some of my hall mates, some of them u know they'll never appear at comm hall for tea, dinner and hall events... jus had a random thought. you can really notice the change in some people, and for them, the change is not obvious, nor will they know it, but the way some people behaves, talks and act, may be so dramatically different that you might even ask your self. do i know this person? another random thought: am i too nice in general? jus plain nice to frens, people, etc etc... rarely saying no, or being the quiet guy that jus seats there n laugh n joke along? is that a good thing? i crap, i laugh, i sing, i cheong, i dance, i joke, to me, smile is an important thing, frens are even more impt. family: needless to say. is this the person that i've set out ot become? or did it go off track somewhere some how at some point? am i still being the person that i wanted to be 1 yr back? i may seem like a guy that can hold it even if the sky falls down... thats good, can giv epeople good impression... but i'm also jus another 21 yr old in uni, needing reassurance, comforting words, warmth n love. its hard to live. but hey, who said life was easy? besides, it ain't worth leading an easy life. jus need my dose of security n warmth. ghimz out. 30 more hours to go.
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