3.30am jus finished my CM1502 tut, showered and browsed some of my usual websites. today jus didn't felt right. morning was fine actually, went for lecture and then had lunch at biz ad club... suddenly my battery jus died off. it happened so suddenly. no mood to talk. not interested in anything. and i had to have a mini debate (i.e. arguement) with my dad over some issues... felt bad and felt shitty after hanging up my phone wif my dad... i dun wanna speak that way to him, but sometimes, it sjus that he dun understand me and keeps doing things that i cna help him to do so that he dun hv to worry so much... can't they understand that i dun want them to worry unnecessarily? the mood was set for the rest of the day... a times, i was actiating my reserve battery, being the friendly n crappy ghim tt ppl know. but even the reserve battery will get drained out one. thx to all my frens that noticed some wierd change in me today and asked if i'm alrite. really appreciate it. and thankful that i've frens like these. i always say i need a break, but wad do i need a break from? wad is it that is really wearing me out? is it jus me? i need some time. time to recover. time to top up my energy level again. tml will be a better day. ghimz out. 3.50am
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