hmmmm so many things on my mind, only 1 pair of hands n 1 keyboard to pen it all down... wonder if i can even get half o it out. here goes a rather incoherent n disconnected post: 1) had a smashing dinner yesterday nite wif an liang, jj, terenc,e yeen teck, ben n his wife at cafe cartel. all my ctc mates, talked abt everything n anything. the Meat Lover's Delight is really really filling... was stuffed to the brim after finally flushing down that last chunk of chicken sausage wif some delightful pepsi... ahhhh... there goes 1 wk's effort in controlling my diet. 2) had a busy and totally refreshing week wif the GESS students that i'm relieving Mr Elton Kuan. was rattling away really really qiuckly wif all my talks on the graphs n stuff... guess it really wears the student out easily.. now i must find a way to slow down n yet complete my already behind schedule lessons wif them. but i must say, i'm really enjoying the company of these kids. the satisfaction of being able to teach them n also hv fun at the same time, interacting wif them... its jus so self-fulfilling... hmm beginning to really treat them like my own little brothers n sisters. gonna miss them when i finally finish my last lesson wif them... heh. 3) had a quick thought abt my future career (4 more yrs down the road) was really wondering if teaching can really become a possibility for me... i like to teach, i like to be around these "youngsters" and also act lik their big brother n stuff... n yet, the seemingly daunting admin work n outside-classroom committments is making me think if i'll enjoy doing this as a regular job... yesh i know, there's bound to be paperwork everywhere, but yeah, jus wondering if i'll still be abel to enjoy teaching as much as i am now wif all these extra committments. 4) which brings me to another funny random thought, would being attached actually help make the decision to sign as a teacher or even sign on in the army easier? would the fact that there's somebody stable in our life help to lay to rest fears of singlehood into the later part of our life? if it will, then i wonder when will that significant other will arrive 5) Workaholic? really been packing my week so densely that suddenly, the coming weekend, wif nothing planned, no activities, no work, seemed to empty. haha but do i need it filled up wif more activities too?!? really dunno man...wei shan said somethin that made alot of sense ," muz do something everyday, cannot stone for 1 day meh???" haha it really sounded quite true, why am i packing everyday? is it cos of some sense insecurity? that i must do something so i won't feel left out of the world? or is it cos i can't afford to see a second wasted doing "nothing"?? or simply, i've not mastered the art of jus plainly relaxing for a full day? maybe spending tml doing nothing sounds like a pretty attractive idea after all... can start on my guitar again. haha... THERE!!! something to do again!!! hahahaha 6) congrats to dorlisa!!! the exams are so so so over~!! woo hoo. enjoy that long break from endless projs n studies you've been looking froward to. 7) still thinking if i should og out wif ed, jack, mark, changyan n gang later, will stay up till quite late, well, at least there's free transport. HopefullY! :P k... guess i'll be going off now. shall join ed n gang later on. watching the movie Creep.. haha frist time watching horror n gore show late at nite man... :P k cya all peeps. nitez!
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