1 more day to race day... jus came back form a 3 day outfield... quite frankly, i enjoyed the company of these guys. as i looked around the buildings and sights of maju camp, a feeling of emptiness sort of came over me, a feeling that all these, once my home, immersed with memories at every corner, at every turn and staircase, these are no longer physical. indeed, the people have changed, the 1st generation is over, the buildings remained the same but some of the impt ppl in it hv left. time to move on, sadly. dun really say it, but i actually really miss my men and (!!!) those stressful days spent planning, working and sweating it off under a battalion hq that jus dun understand our problems.. indeed, it was those toughests days that my fellow pcs and i remembered best. how i miss those days. dun you jus hate it when you hv to finally say goodbye to a place and a point of your life when it held so much memories, so much feelings and emotions for you??but we all carry on living, we must move on, such is the cruelty of life... haha, the irony of it, we will move on, we will find another 'unforgettable' moment in time and we'll repeat all these, the process of meeting a new place, of getting used to it, of going through tough and rough days in it and finally, bidding farewell to it and moving on again.. wad a funny creature we are... we can get so emotionally and physically attached to a place.well, can't say i'm not looking forward to uni life, gonna be a fresh start, and thankful of the character moulding and shaping of the ghim song i am today by my experience in NS and before, hope i'll become a better [erson and get the most of it all during this coming experienc,e its gonna be 4 sweet, tough and yet satisfying yrs. one thing never changes, i'll never forget these men, friends and brothers i've made in the past 2 yrs.
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