Saturday, January 22, 2005

man... really can't understand my parents sometimes... hmmm dunno how strict are ur parents. here i am, a 20 yr old officer that is SOLELY responsible for the lives of 27 men and specialists under me, and having gone through army n all, mum still worries over me coming back late n stuff... oh my god, that is how so ironic man.. "i can't take care of my own self, but i can care for the emotions, feeelings, lives and daily work of my 27 men???" and its not as if i'm out alone in a blardy dirty environment, i'm out wif frens that i can depend, frens that hv stuck it out wif me for 4 yrs in ncc and are still my brothers! go on, laugh at me or abt this stuff... but seriously... when will parents finaly learnt that their "children" can care for themselves? it really is super ironic, a capable platoon commanderof 27 lives. and dun go abt saying that its army... come on, the fact that its the army makes it all the more challenging to take care of these 27 men... argh....

jus can't help but think WHAT THE HELL.... argh...... yeah yeah, i know, they care n stuff, but... hai, jus dun wanan argue any more... if only... sigh... if only...

oh wells, no use brooding over it.. jus hv to suck it up... initially wanna blog abt happier stuff, but jus too sian diao to do it liao...

later.

ghimz posted at 2:31 AM
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