Sunday, January 30, 2005

damn..... jus slept through my entire evening and night... jus wanted a nap but here i am now at 2.14am in the monring. awake n totally alone online... bleah... jus too tired i guess...
anyway had a better day yesterday compared to the past other 2 days. deployment's at least stablised and also the guys hv adapted well to the system we are using. haiz, still hurts alot when i've gotta do things that make the guy's suffer, but there's no 2 way abt it. hurts, but you must still do it.

n so my 50 days countdown begins quietly in the hustle and bustle of sembawang wharves, didn't even know it arrived till i was talking to my men n specialist yesterday. funny, they asked why i didn't sign on. i'm wondering why too at times (is this sentence gramatically correct?). but i guess when u've made up ur mind, you shouldn't let second guessing and opinions cloud your reasons. if that happens, does tt means that ur reason is not solid enough?

in any case, gonna go back to the wharves in another 9 hours time. time flies. oh wells, psych myself up, it's gonna be another 4-5 days of crazy life...

oh ya, here's a happy chinese new yr to all. didn't hv time to send any cards this yr. and doubt i'll be around for the cny countdown. so here's my greetings to all!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!! :)

*goes off looking for something to entertain himself with for the next 9 hrs*

ghimz posted at 2:14 AM
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