Saturday, August 14, 2004

had a great weekend rest. tml will be going back to maju (YEAH!) camp for DOO duty... the last 2 months had been fufilling n yet frustrating at the same time. all the late night works, all the last minute changes, all those meetings that never seemed to end for NDP... its seemed almost impossible that NDP can ever be over. but the curtains have descended, n the crowds have dispersed. ndp is really really over. Well, lots of memories, lots of experience, n lots of trust i'd gained from n for my men n commaders... been an enriching experience, though the path to getting it ain't really great n it jus showed how screwed up some organisations can be and i'm not refering to thsoe in green, but more of our friends blues... n many other groups... my high esteemed for them kinda dropped several notches after seeing how much more capable some of my men actually are compared to them.

imagine being tasked to do a simple job, like "man this junction, help the SAF guys" and yet when on the ground, our blue guys with their powerful cyclops eyes, have to be INVITED to talk about wad to do at the junction by my commanders, and some didn't even do much help.. man... but wadever, its over, n its back to the rush n stress environment of daily training.

One good time did come out of this: WE HAVE SHIFTED TO MAJU CAMP!!
super super happy, now when if got chance can book out, can go back home in like less than 10 mins via cab!! :) woo hoo!!!now gonna try to figure out how to get there...



oh yah, here's xinyi's blog, to prevent me from forgetting... haha
http://elspeth84.blogspot.com
and shiwei's
http://1clevergirl.blogspot.com

next week gonna hv field camp, then following week will be another out field ex conducted by myself... my 2nd outfield being the conducting,, won't i ever get a breakA? hahah jus complaining...


217 days to ORD

i can hardly wait... wad's my plans after that? i do not know. i once though my future was quite certain, that i know that THIS was the job i wanted, but now, i do not know. Will i regret that i didn't sign on, even if i was not offered any scholarship or stuff? will i be happier in civilian? life's is a cruel n yet great game of chance...

...i can hardly wait...

-gHimZzz


ghimz posted at 3:41 PM
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