haha not expecting much pl to read my blog, jus using this place as a place to keep my own memories and thoughts... for future references...
if all things goes well, 365 days from today, i'll be changing my SAF11B for my good ol' pink IC!!! woo ho, finaly, the 1 year count down begins,, haha it'll be a monthinly thing,m then weekly, then finally DAILY!!!!!!! find it hard to believe that i have made it so far into NS, yeah yeah with all those experience sin ncc and stuff, but its still hard to believe its almost so near, the elusive ORD date...
but then,,, have another headache,,, the joint manpower division asked me if i want to consider ATA local or overseas,,, i really dunno if i should sign on man,, i mean,, i am jus very confused now,,, will i succeed outside? will i be beter off in SAF? what will i do once i leave the force at say... 49? what will i do then??? and from now till then:
WILL I HAVE MUCH LIFE???
how how how?? magive diary... show me an answer if possible,,, haha i bet only shiwei's looking at this blog, for now.. haha it doesn't matter, i jus talking to myself,,
life is beautiful, but with so much choices as we mature towards adulthood,,, it sgets more and more complicated,,, things ain't as easy as it seemed, there's nothing we do that will not affect somebody, something or jus any other stuff,,, know???
haha jus a note: if anybody thinks i have lots of time at hand to actually write on my blog, sorry, i'm jus conveniently at the LAn room after a freaking long day, WHICH HAS NOT ENDED, and jus taking a good break in an AIR CON environment man,, haha bleah.
hmmm wonder if i'll miss army man,,, will i miss it so much that i'll sign on immediately after my uni degree??? 365days/ 8760hrs/ 525600mins/ 31536000seconds to go as of now, sign on or not, its a really great and sweet quiet moment to myself... sort of an accomplishment...
last note, haha hopefully this will nto be my last post, tomorrow will be my beloved "kids" or recruit's grenade live throw, i'll be there with every single one fo their throws, all 24 of them will be throwing 1 live grenade after another, jus have 24 chances to meet my maker :) haha they are well trained, and i trust my life with them, jus liek they have entrusted theirs into my hands, and i'll take care of them, shit happens, heard of many stories abt officers, sacrificing their limb and lives for their recruits when their recruits screwed up. will i be such an officer when the button is pressed and all of their 24 lives are in my hands (more like in SAF's hands)? i hope i'll be, jus like how band of brothers have inspired many... whatever it is, it'll be a good experience tml...
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear
is that true, this i'll leave it as it is for now... but it has happeneds quite a few times to many ppl i guess...
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